Transformation Vial

After a lifetime of abuse, betrayal and abandonment I finally had enough. Not a single wound has ever closed, and fresh ones were added almost daily. After three consecutive let downs in a week I cried out in a last ditch effort to be heard by whatever forces that be. My divine plea.

I initiated my altar and lit every candle I could find. I took a hammer and crushed various gemstones said to alleviate everything from depression to feigned loyalty. I readied Lisa's Florida Water (voodoo holy water) and to show the spirits what I was willing to sacrifice in exchange for a new beginning I took a blade to my arm as both a sacrifice and a catalyst to the talisman.

It took forever to draw blood and once I finally succeeded I drained what little I could salvage into the vial, bleeding out every drop of pain and treason since my time began. I washed away my father's early abandonment, my mother's abuse and neglect, my sister's lifelong betrayal, my grandparent's demeaning guilt, every last treason of every last love, and crimes committed against myself. Every last burden went into the bottle.

Then, I poured in the holy water and dropped in the shards of each of the 5 different gemstones I shattered to aid in the vanishing of these scars. Four days passed and I thought my efforts were in vein. Finally, on day 5 I opened my eyes to a world I've never seen before. A world just as it was in that moment, with no past and a future entirely of my will. The talisman now serves as a filter for any cosmic debris that is sent my way and it's incredibly effective.


WARNING: I do not condone bloodletting under anything less than dire circumstances. I performed this rite to make this life from birth to that night a past life and if you have to do that more than once in your days then the problem isn't everyone else, the problem is you.